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| I really don't quite know where to start. The whole 13 years in acs have been... Interesting, to say the least. More than that though, everything has added up and has allowed me to grow so much from that 6 year old kid who carried all his books and files to school to the 14 year old teen who wanted nothing more than to rebel against the system and to challenge everything, and finally to the 19 year old who is now far more (painfully) aware of some of the things life has in store for me.
I'm done with partying - last night reaffirmed that for me. The way I see it, all my partying in my past years has amounted to quite a pretty number and I can truly say that I have enjoyed (at least part of) my youth throughly. As some may know, the months leading up to the exams were tough for me especially emotionally and to those I stepped on or decided to give up, It was not my intention. However, I have realized that, if we are to achieve our goals, certain sacrifices need to be made. Now, wouldn't it be ironic if I didn't even do well for my exams? Haha. Ultimately though, I make no apologies and I have no regrets. Anyway, at least I'm not some loser milking his girlfriend for money accept what/who I am and you know, I'm very happy that after all these years, I finally have some goals/something to look toward and that I'm not just floating around anymore. The transition has been rough and some things, admittedly, are hard to let go, but hopefully the future will make everything worth it. If it doesn't? Well, then I suppose everyone should gather round and have a good hard laugh at me.
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| tomorrow, at approximately 11a.m., a pile of shit that is beyond my imagination will fall, metaphorically of course, from the sky and land on my face, sort of like on the first day of chinese exams when that stupid fucking bird decided to take a fucking dump on my head. except this time, i will revel in it and savour every little moment and lick my fingers like a fat girl after twenty krispy kremes. oh yes. i will enjoy this one. thoroughly.
so anyway the exams SEEM to have been going well. crossing my fingers and my armpit hairs for tomorrows paper. and OF COURSE i'll be ready to take that bow. Well, that and make a papier-mâché sculpture out of all the dead trees that i've managed to collect over the years. And fuck a duck, i think i've got the whole fucking bukit timah nature reserve, just in a different form, lying in my room, in two of my suitcases, in one of my weekenders, in a pile as high as my desk.. I mean REALLY. a thick set of notes on global warming for biology? what a riot.
OKAY I POSTED ARE YOU HAPPY NOW
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| A PAIR OF UNIS JEANS PLEASE
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| IBDEAD.
erase life and assimilate books.
PLEEEEEEEASE VASSAR PLEEEEEEEAAAASSSSSSEEEEEEEEEE
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